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They chatted about all other things, staying naked in each other’s arms. Sophia tried to wear her clothes, but Brandon asked her not to.
“Let our skin get familiar with each other.” He suggested, caressing her bosom.
“Why don’t you admit directly that you want me to stay like this in front of you?”
“Well, there is nothing wrong in watching your girlfriend like this. It’s not that I’m not going to marry her or something.”
“But you never know… what the future has held for us; after all, Abby was also your girlfriend,” Sophia said nonchalantly, but a hiss escaped from her lips when she realized that she had touched that topic on which they had never talked out before. “I…”
‘Should I apologize? Why should I? It’s not that I said something wrong?’ She thought.
“I had never seen Abby naked when we were in a relationship.” He said, playing with Sophia’s hair. “We were limited to just kissing and cuddling because she wanted to move ahead only in our relationship only after our marriage. So, Ms. Weasley, you’re the only woman in my life with whom I’m this close. You’re the first woman whom I have held naked in my arms. You’re the first woman who had seen me naked. You’re the first woman with whom I have made love. You’re the first woman who got pregnant with my babies. I can’t say that you’re the first woman whom I loved or kissed, but you’re the last woman in both cases.” He said with so much sincerity that now Sophia started regretting picking the topic of Abby even though it wasn’t her intention.
“Did you get that clear, Amour?” He asked to which Sophia nodded her head and kissed Brandon as if she wanted to say sorry.
“I didn’t want to point out that she was your first or something similar to that. Because unlike you, you’re not my first in most of the things.” Sophia muttered in a low tone after breaking the kiss.
“And guess what? That’s because of my stupidity.” he hissed in anger. “I should never have included that hunter in my plan in the first place. Anyways, just leave that topic, and get back to where we were about Abby!!”
“No. I don’t want to know anything.”
“You should know about my past, Amour, because I don’t want you to get insecure because of her presence. Whatever we have between us. I… I never felt the same thing in my relationship. And that was the TRUST. Even though we grew up together and stuck together all the time, but when she got raped, she didn’t tell me about it, and the first thing she did was she RAN away, which the thought that what I would think of her and all thing. I mean, was she for real? She didn’t trust me enough to share that part with me. I searched for her like an idiot from country to country, and then I found her in New York. We finally patched up even after knowing the fact that she was pregnant with someone’s else child because those things never matter to me, like my blood, my flesh, etc., etc. Because in the end, love is thicker than the blood.”
Sophia listened to him silently without interrupting in between; whatever he was saying was matching with the story that Logan had told her. Until now, she felt that it was Abby’s mistake not to trust her boyfriend enough to share her pain and grief with her, and running away could never be the solution to the problem, but no one knew what was going on in her mind at that time.
“Yes, it was my mistake that I fought with her and became the reason for her baby girl’s death, but that night… that night, I had lost control of my mind when I saw her kissing Hardin,” Brandon confessed, on which Sophia gasped. Hardin was his twins’ brother. “I… I didn’t know at that moment that he was my twin’s brother and Abby was our mate, both his and mine. And when she confessed that she loved both him and me at that same time, I lost it… and in anger, I ended up calling her names which I shouldn’t have said because of which she lost her baby.”
Sophia wiped the tears that rolled out of his eyes. “I wish I would have handled the situation in another way, but I was not this mature enough that it was not Abby’s mistake to feel attraction toward her mates, whether it was Hardin or me but trust me, Sophia, I… I didn’t want to harm the baby.”Original from NôvelDrama.Org.
“I know. I know, you can never think of doing anything like to any innocent.”
“After that incident, she left me. Well, I can’t expect anything else after that incident. She could have forgiven for her miscarriage for a while, but a woman can never forgive that man who disrespected her, and even I thought that I didn’t deserve her after all, a man who disrespects a woman doesn’t deserve one.”
Sophia didn’t say anything about it and pressed her lips tightly, not agreeing with him completely.
“What happened? Don’t you agree with it?”
“No. I don’t agree with this theory completely. I’m not saying that you are innocent here but… but I feel that Abby indirectly pushed you to that extent that you ended but blasting like a nuclear bomb. It might not be her fault to fall in love with Hardin or get attracted to him, but she should have talked about it with you instead of kissing him or doing something else.” Sophia said.
“Maybe in werewolf terms, it can’t be counted as cheating. After all, you both were her mates. But that doesn’t change the fact that she shared a relationship with you that was older than Hardin. If she would have felt anything for Hardin, then she should have shared the same thing with you, but she didn’t. Maybe she would have her own reasons for doing that; I can’t say anything about that because neither I was in her situation nor I’m in her situation, but still….. Whatever happened that night was a mistake of you both.” Sophia said, thinking about everything.
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#TBC