Novel Palace
Chapter 92
“Yeah. But because that’s what’s important, I love you and I don’t care about anyone else.” I stopped spooning. My heart literally started pounding and all the blood rushed to my face.. I was so thrilled there. Especially when he kissed me on the lips.
“I LOVE YOU YAM KO!” I said. Haha! He laughed harder. His laugh is really handsome.
“I LOVE YOU MOST! YAMMM!” he said. Then we ate..
No matter how many days, weeks, months or years pass, my love will not change.. No matter what happens, I will still love you. I watched him while eating. He is really very handsome.
I just smiled.
Often when I come from school I go to her. In their mansion. We often go to the May Garden of their house. Sitting in a wooden circle. Seat him. Made of wood.
He always knelt down to kiss my hand whenever I sat there. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale because of the way he makes me feel. My smile reaches the sky when he looks at me full of love. Yuan is a blessing from God above. For me.
“Okay! Practice! We have a match tomorrow.” he said to his colleagues. He is serious about practice even in basketball when they play.
He always wins.
We hung out at the Rooftop of their Building. We hold each other’s hands. Until he picked up his guitar and strummed. I looked at the sky. Its color is blue.. I really like the color of the sky. It’s so beautiful to look at and so calming. Even more and he is with me.
“What are you doing?
Why are you leaving?
Why do you always say sorry?
How about my feelings?
How about me?
When you’re gone
When you left me behind
When I found out
that I’m not in your arms
When I found no trace of you around
When I felt so sad and all I can do is to cry..” That’s another one of what I wrote. I was just listening and it made me smile. Her voice is really strong. She can handle any genre. It’s nice to hear the coldness and the His voice is so soft. It makes me fall in love the longer it lasts.
Chorus:
Are you ready to face the future?
without me?
without my hug?
without my kiss?
without my comfort?
are you going to be happy when the only
person that makes you happy is already there
the one you lost..”
he frowned as he sang. He closed his eyes and realized. The wind goes with him. Yuan is really good. He also captured the sadness of the lyrics. Anyone can fall in love when the singer is this beautiful and the voice is really beautiful.
“Bridges:
Do you think that having all you want,
all you need, all the money and friends
will save you from a
broken heart?
When you found no one
to replace me in your heart
will you survive in your
Everyday life?
Without the reason
why you still breathe in and out for life?
baby, do you know the consequences of letting go?” every lyric he utters penetrates the heart and mind of the person who hears it. Justine was like this before. The only difference is that Yuan’s voice is better even though he is not in the band. And it’s just me what he sings.
“Do you know?
Do you know how to face the reality without the one who makes you alive in this world that full of lies and darkness.” the Fairytale that is not just a book but based on the reality I felt and experienced only from him. He is strange to love. I am very lucky real.
“Are you ready to face the future?
without me?
without my hug?
without my kiss?
without my comfort?
are you going to be happy when the only
person that makes you happy is already there
the one you lost..” all our happy memories flashed back. Even with the pains we went through. The jealousy and resentment. That has not disappeared from my memory.
“Are you ready to face the future?
without me?
without my hug?
without my kiss?
without my comfort?
are you going to be happy when the only
person that makes you happy is already there
the one you lost..” he was in the Chorus twice because that’s how I did it. I feel really different every time he sings. This one must be that good. Anyone who listens can relate. Whatever else he sings is about the handsome man. his voice. That’s why so many are really annoying. I’m a good choice.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.
After he sang. We closed our eyes together and hugged each other. I don’t want to stop time. So I can stay by his side and never ever think of leaving his company. I hope so.. The time I spend with him doesn’t end.
“Are you happy?” he asked me. And looked at me seriously.
“A lot. Its all because of you. Only you. You complete me. You found the missing part. Thank you yam, for making me the happiest girl ever. You never get tired of loving. You are never difficult to love.” I said and hug him tight.
“Me too.” he said.
As time goes on, we go through more and more. We become stronger even when there is jealousy or resentment. That sharpened our stability even more. I feel his concern for me more.
I remembered the day he told me that he only loved like this. He’s the type who makes an effort to apologize to me. And soften.
Such a lucky girl.
We were here at Miles’ house and had a Party. So there are pleasures.
“Hephep!”
“Hooray!”
“Hephep hooray! Hephep!”
“Hooray!”
“Hephep hooray hephep hooray hephep!”
It’s a constant game here in their house so they really laugh.
Their neighborhood children are very happy. My sister and Yuan are with me.
We ate Miles’ mom’s cooking. Ohmy! Shit! Delicious!
Then I dreamed of my happy memories with Justine. Alex’s followed.
I woke up from that dream. I don’t know why I’m disturbed in the dream and when I’m stunned I remember about Justine or maybe Alex and I. Even what happened before. Maybe it’s like that when there are regrets. Or because of Unfulfilled Love. Especially if you loved the person too much and then you didn’t stay together. You kind of regret the memories. I dismissed that from my mind. It’s so unfair if I think about it. My head suddenly hurt there. It’s hard to forget! Even though I’m fine and happy now, I can’t really forget no matter what I do.
It’s hard to move on especially if they were a big part of your life. But if the person you are with is really important to you in the present, you are ready to forget the bitterness of yesterday.