Alpha Twins And Their Hybrid Mate

ELLA POV

As I was watching the twins walk out of their house with Leia and her arm around Tristan, the only thing that was going through my mind was that trap that Leia set up to get me raped. If I didn't have that rush of adrenaline the way that I did, I know that he would have succeeded. It gave me the chills just to think about it.

And what was worse, he said that he went to our school so I was afraid that I was gonna see him tomorrow while I was there. It was terrifying actually.

But then I saw the parents following out and I realized that they all obviously came from the same social circle. I couldn't compete with that. I didn't have a chance in hell. Not a white trash girl like me. Some outsider from the wrong side of the tracks who hears voices.

Nathan was facing us and staring. He took a step in our direction but Wendy hooked her arm around mine and dragged me around the side of the house so I didn't have to talk to them.

Wendy even looked like she was ready to kill them. She knew what Leia did and she was pissed that they were still being nice to her. But I don't know if they can be blamed or their parents. I was sure that it was the parents that were trying to set one of the twins up with Leia. That's what David and Darcy were talking about. It wasn't even being kept a secret, that their parents were interfering like that. I couldn't understand how their parents thought that sort of stuff was still socially acceptable.

Why am I still making excuses for them? She has her arm around Tristan and he's not fighting her off. I shouldn't be surprised. I was nothing but a novelty to them. Something new in town to play with.

We got around to the back of Wendy's house and we kept walking where we ended up in the woods and we kept walking.

We didn't have to walk too far before we came out the other side of the forest and there was a beautiful large lake sitting there with the moonlight reflecting off of it.

I didn't know what to say when I first saw it. I just walked closer to it, taking it all in.

It looked magical. It felt almost powerful with the moonlight shining down upon us.

Definitely not something that I would ever see in Seattle.

"Alright Ella. You know that you're my best friend. I saved you today when you passed out and I brought you home." Wendy said.

"Are there strings attached?" I asked, not surprised in the least.

“Not the kind of strings that you're thinking of." She said. And I looked at her confused. "I want to know how you truly feel about the twins." She said. "No, you don't." I said.

"Why not?" She asked. And I hesitated for a moment. Trying to find the right words that won't make her think that I'm a complete idiot.

"Honestly, I don't want to believe my true feelings to myself. But it doesn't matter. Because I know the twins would never actually fall in love with me." I said. I believed that I would never be good enough for the twins.

"But you obviously have." She said. I put my hands back in my pockets because they were getting cold and we started walking along the side of the lake.

"Listen, I knew that I was never good enough to be with the twins. I'm not special enough for either of the twins to love me. But I can't help but be attracted to them. No matter how much I try to stop. I wish I could stop, I want that more than anything but I just can't." I explained. Wendy just walked along beside me listening to me. Like there was nothing wrong with what I was saying. Nothing on her face made me think that she was judging me or critical of anything that I just said.

"Ella. You're not the only one. In case you haven't noticed at school, everyone is drawn to the twins. Including me. It's just something that everyone has to deal with. They are never going to belong to the twins. The twins can never belong to anyone like them. But they'll never be with someone like me. I just don't want you to get your hopes up when it comes to them." Wendy explained.

I felt the same way towards them both. And whenever I do bring it up to anyone, they always give me very vague answers about who are good enough for the twins.

Honestly, I started feeling like there was this huge weight pressing down on my heart. I liked that the twins always cared about me but I never dared tell anyone that I believed they were special to me. Not until now. Not until this conversation with Wendy.

But when Wendy said that no one would ever be good enough for them, I felt like I was starting to have trouble breathing.

I knew that the twins were special to me. But hearing Wendy's words I suddenly felt like the air had been sucked out of my chest, making it a little hard to breathe.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I have never felt like this before. I was starting to have a panic attack over two assholes who have been playing with me the whole time I've lived here.

I wanted to go back to the bedroom as I looked around at the woods and the lake that was surrounding us everywhere. And luckily, Wendy didn't notice that I was about to fall apart in front of her.

"Hey, you've had a really long day. You must be tired. Let's get you back to the house." Wendy said.

"Yeah. Sounds good." I said, playing along with it.

"I can't imagine going through everything that you've been through today." She said.

"I hope you never have to. Listen, about what happened today can we just leave that between us?" I asked, not wanting everyone to know about it. Although, the whole town probably already does. I just don't want Wendy to go around talking about it. Since she knows the reason why I passed out.

“Sure. No problem. I wouldn't say anything private about you. Especially not something like this." Wendy assured me as I wiped a stray tear away from my eye.

"I just feel so messed up inside right now." I admitted. So she leaned forward and hugged me.

We started walking slowly back to the house and I could tell that Wendy was a little concerned about me. It felt like my whole life was a mess since I got here.

I mean, it was no picnic before. But at least I felt like I belonged a little in Seattle. But here, nothing has been the same. I've been more lonely than ever.

When we finally arrived back at the house we were walking up the side of Wendy's house when I saw Nathan coming down off of his verandah and he walked straight over to us.

He didn't say anything. He just grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him, despite the fact that Wendy was standing in front of me trying to protect me.

It still didn't work and he pulled me towards his house.

"Nathan. Don't you dare treat her like all of your other little whores." Wendy yelled out behind him.noveldrama

Nathan seemed a little pissed at what Wendy just said, glaring at her like he could hit her or something, but he just regained his grip on me, no matter how much I fought back.

I am a little concerned now. He looked really angry and he wasn't letting go of me. He was determined to get me away from Wendy and I looked at her with pleading eyes, but I could tell from the sorrow on her face that she didn't know what to do to stop him.

I couldn't blame her though. Nathan was intimidating. Not as intimidating as Tristan, but he was still bad enough on his own. I wouldn't want to be someone who was truly on his bad side. I don't know what he would do to them. And that started to make me panic a little more.

Was I on his bad side? Have I done something to really piss him off or is he just reacting to me ignoring him before and walking off with Wendy?